I made it.

So I am here, I made it, the next step in my journey and I can be anything I want. No one will know who I was before and who I will be then, so here I am. Is it strange to think that I am becoming who I am supposed to be this summer, that this trip will teach me who I am, to take me to who I am. I can feel it, I know that it is true. In that truth I sit and wait, sitting, my buddhist friend would say, is the best thing that you can do. Your upset? Sit. Your angry? Sit. Your happy? Sit. All this sitting, to what end?

People walk slower here, they have so much more time on thier hands. Although I dont really understand why, things are always closed so you need to rush to the store to catch it before the lock. Anyways I am here, so I will exhale slowly and see what happens in th enext four months. It might be hard but I think that i can do it. :)

4 quarters

I am sitting in this feeling, right now.

so many feelings,

if i could spare a dollar, maybe they could be written down.

if i could give you the change in my pocket, maybe it would change your life.

there is nothing in that pocket.

change, that is happening right now,

lots of change but i cant spare a dollar.

i wish i could write in rhymes and prose, so that as you read this you could hear the rhythm of my steps.

the pulse and beat of the universe, the flow and steps of this universe that we are just visiting

we are guests you know, hear for a purpose, a reason, our purpose unknown and our reason

guests, sharing our steps.